Inside of me
she isn't happy any of her days
she walks around with these 10 min smiles
and often has to lie so one knows what she feels like inside
she breaks down her future with the hammer of doubt
leaving her with tiredness and burn-out
She looks in the mirror and hates what she sees
She sees that in this skin she is slowly dying from the insecurity disease
Constantly she examines what she is not
This leaves her mind on one thought
Worthless
Yup that girl with no purpose
The one who hides so cowardly behind her fears
The one who cant even shed tears
Who is too afraid of opening up
The one who is always telling herself to just give up
The one who never opens doors to new possibilities
Because she believes she does not have any capabilities
She believes she could never be who she is meant to be
Because she refuses to be set free
She stays locked away
Never wanting to experience a new way
She finds comfort in trusting only herself
Because to many people placed her on a book shelf
Why cant she just change
Why is her heart so hard to rearrange
Why cant there be some peace
Its because its her heart she can't release.
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